MOCK me.

MOCK's next week. Ugh.

Sometimes I study and I get distracted. Sometimes I spend too much time on one page. Sometimes I fall low and start pitying myself for being so tired after working hard. But I haven't been working hard. I don't know why I'm tired. What I do, it can barely amount to 1/5 of what I should really be doing. No, I'm not being hard on myself. I would gladly pat myself on the back if I was doing just double of what I'm putting in now. But no. I haven't been working hard. Not at all.

I give give give up!!! Something's keeping my spirits low. I need HELP. I don't know what to do anymore.

I must punish myself. No more staying up late if I stop studying because I'm "tired". YES. It's straight to bed with me.